Silent Life
/everything I cannot say…
damn it. everything I had to say was only beautiful.
damn everything I cannot say.
everything I cannot say…
damn it. everything I had to say was only beautiful.
damn everything I cannot say.
the pictures couldn’t be framed, so I cried so quietly for them.
They couldn’t understand why they existed, if they were never meant to be framed.
it’s pouring…
ever lasting
how summer passed
it’s alright.
still here…
we are lost
in a rainbow
home
keys door stairs hallway doorway…
Dear moon, let me stay a little longer with you tonight, let me stay in sleep for when I sleep I dream of the house by the sea.
Let me stay, just a little longer, long enough to dream that I never wake.
A PLEA
This light, this despair, this elation, oh how I fell in love with life.
When it is gone, where does it go,
Where did you go.
Lighthouse guide me back to life.
They are waiting on either side of the crossing.
They once listened to ‘white clouds’,
and she listens still.
Christmas gift.
A promise.
From a time ago.
If emptiness could crawl inside emptiness would one still be so empty?
So hollow yet still living. The place I keep returning to, emptiness. I would crawl inside it but rather I sit just near it, just to be nearby, like a friend I need, to have close by.
A desk job.
Not all roses have thorns,
I remember the way those words were spoken,
spoken like the scent of rosemary freshly cut with such certainty and tenderness.
A certainty and tenderness that felt like those words had rather come from the place of memory, and I was left speechless and again wondered if we’d been here before.
I looked upon home where roses without thorns grew like weeds and I fell to my knees as that certainty and tenderness tore my heart open like only a rose without thorns can. I lay motionless for a long while and as the petals of the dying roses fell, I became shrouded in the memory of before, and what is yet to be.
There she will be found, quietly waiting.
Twill weave (detail)
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